Tuesday, September 19, 2006
life is like a routine everyday
i dun like it at all
everyday jux go work... cum bac... cook... eat... bathe... prep da next day's lunch den slp
n it goes over n over again...
but then it's nt as if mi life in s'pore very colourful anyway
so im getting used to this routine liao
aniwae.. wan n penny say tt im mad tt i tink mi toys gt feelings n i tok 2 them
seriously it's sumthin tt i have believed in strongly for 19yrs
i will not let it go de
like wad penny say... if they crush mi believe
mi whole world will collasp cux im living in mi own world
it's not as bad as wad they tink
n i did sumthin tt im still very guilty over
i injured wan
n im so guilty
i realli hate miself 4 saying n talking things tt i shdn't say or do
it's so stupid lo sum things tt i do
like no brains like tt
n da things tt i say oso like no brains
i duno la
mayb i have no brains aftall
aiya... n im snacking more den eva
eating more then eva
i hate miself
i hate mi body weight
n of cux i hate tt im fat
hais... overall i hate miself!!!! no brains no nothing!!!!!
okies... tis entry is jux 4 mi 2 vent mi frustrations
so dun worry tt im gonna kill miself anitime soon
i have not achieved wad i hope for yet
so i will perservere de
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